I Just...

I just want to 

cry...I am so tired emotionally and physically.  

I am tired of dealing with diabetes issues,

I am tired of trying to find paperwork that I know we have but can't seem to locate.

I want to snuggle in bed with my hubby,

I want him to lay next to me and just let me cry.

I hate having money issues,

seems like every time we turn around,

someone else is asking for money and we can only spread it so thin!

I want to go for a drive with my hubby,

I want to be where the dust is not flying around like little tornadoes

and then I hear my mom say

"want in one hand and spit in the other and see what one fills up first"

and then I cry because I miss her

I miss her, even though we didn't always get a long, I still miss my mom,

I miss my crazy and quirky dad,

though at times I thought he would drive me crazy,

and maybe he did a little

I would still like to hear him say "see ya!" because he never said goodbye.

I want to eat ice cream and cake,

I want a donut from Dunkin Donuts

I want caramel corn!!!

I just WANT!!!!

And it's okay,

you don't have to worry about me...

that is if you do....

after a nap and a healthy lunch I will be fine.