Roller Coaster!!!

If you know me,

you know I hate

any and everyone!!!

And lately I have been on an 

EMOTIONAL 

roller coaster

and it is no fun!!!

Insurance/Medication Roller Coaster

Turn in prescription on 5/30 that expires on 5/31.

Go to pick up said prescription on 6/1 ~ nearly have a heart attack as the bill is $472 for a 22 day supply of my Lantus insulin

Walk out in tears; no insulin

Talk to friends

Get encouragement

Find coupon to lower to $278

Go back to pharmacy on 6/5 w/coupon

(after spending two hours doing laundry)

NOPE can't honor it because to get discount 

have to rerun prescription but remember it expired on 5/31

EVEN THOUGH FILLED ON 5/30!!

Cry, get made, feel very alone,

so frustrated

thinking diabetes will kill me with our without my medication

Return to trailer,

Snap at my hubby

(thank goodness he loves me!)

Nice to drivers

(can't afford to lose my job!)

Pump goes down,

move drivers around

Ron takes over shortly after 3 PM

I go to bed!!

Sleep till just about 6:00 pm

Hubby says go back to sleep

Sleep till just about 9:30 pm

Hubby says go back to sleep

first, eat a small container of applesauce

(forgot night time meds and went back to bed)

Rolled over about 12:30 am and went back to sleep

Hubby woke me up at 5:10 AM 6/6

to see if I was okay

YEP I'm okay

Got up,

dressed

and started new day.

Logged in all 69 loads for the last 24 hours

(oh did I tell you a pump went out in the middle of the day too!!!)

Read a morning devotion on Facebook

Hilda Thompson Aldridge

3 hrs · 

Today I have chosen two words, HOLD ON. Revelations 3:11 tells us, "I am coming quickly;  HOLDING ON can be a challenge sometimes. I read this and it gave me hope. "He, being God, has promised to HOLD ON to us, if, we HOLD ON TO HIM. We know that people and circumstances will try to rob is of our joy and try to discourage us, but BE ASSURED NOTHING can take away what God has given you if you will NOT LET GO. Pray with me. "Heavenly Father, Thank You for all You have given me. Today and every day I ask for strength to HOLD ON until Your Son comes to carry me Home. In His Name." Love, Hilda

and thought

"Lord I am trying to hold on!!

It's so hard trying to remain positive when the

roller coaster of life 

is in full gear

(from just one car)

and felt encouraged!

Read comments from friends

on one of my posts of frustration yesterday

and felt encouraged!!!

Read an email from my bestie

and felt encouraged!!!

and thought of

and was encouraged!!

Sent an email to my doctor in Waco

and praying he can help me,

but have a plan if he can't,

checking on the clinic here in Pecos

to see if they can help me with a prescription for my insulin. 

Yep,

sure hate roller coasters

but love it when they get here

THE END!!!

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from The Wandering Workentins!!