Really ???

I believe that we are called for a purpose

and yet right now, right this moment

I am ready to say I don't like this purpose,

this calling

and I think

God 

Made

A 

Great 

Big 

Mistake

or else what I thought was God calling us to this place,

for this season, for such a time as this,

maybe I was wrong,

plain

wrong.

Am I admitting defeat

no, not yet,

but is it clearly on my mind

yep,

you betcha.

Am I a quitter,

not usually,

usually 

I am the 

biggest fighter

but I don't 

think

I can continue in this fight.

Maybe tomorrow will dawn 

a new day and new thoughts

But right now

I can honestly say

that 

the 

time 

to

move

on 

may 

be

closer 

than

I realized.

We 

are 

having 

some

major

philosophical

differences

and I think they are going to win!