Dissappointed

24 hours makes a big difference

I am not so 

any more

I am totally 

I guess I need to 

remember

It is so hard to reach out,

help someone

and then get

totally used

and 

then 

wonder why???

Why is it so hard for people to be honest?

Why is it easier to lie?

Why is it easier to hide the truth?

I wish I had the answer to those questions.

Now I have to 

remind myself

over and over

not everyone is a liar,

not everyone is deceitful,

and

just because three of the last four people

we have helped 

have disappointed me

doesn't mean that everyone will.

I need to remember the good 

that has come from the one that truly

wanted to better themselves,

have made great positive choices

and moved forward.

Now I need to 

spend time with the Lord

and ask the Lord to 

forgive me for the anger and frustration 

from yesterday

and to realize and remember 

Now to look for the good!!!