ANGRY

FRUSTRATED

HATE BACKSTABBERS

and 

I am so ANGRY, FRUSTRATED, IRRITATED

and MAD

at myself

for once again

trying to help someone out

and get slapped around,

used and then tried to make me feel like 

it is my fault

otheres don't keep their word.

We, Ron and I love to help others

where we can.

We don't have lots of money or things

but we do give what we have 

which is our time 

and openly share what we do own.

Right now I am so hurt and feel so abused and

taken advantage of

that I don't ever want to help anyone ever again.

I MEAN NEVER AGAIN!!!

And then Ron says,

"honey you know that's not true"

right now it is!!!!

Why do people say they will do something,

that they want something better for their lives,

and then 

just do their own thing,

not follow up on what they say

they will do or pay or ??

Right now I am so angry 

that I could

So instead of screaming,

getting mad at the wrong people

I

It is safer for everyone!!!